Sunday, October 29, 2006

Work

Months of absentness... Now worked in KL, life is as bored as it use to be... No internet connection, no astro, no money and no time to really enjoy my life in KL.

Monday, May 08, 2006

Ready or not?

Graduating should be a happy ending of a new beginning...haha...but will it be a new happy beginning? No one knows... Looking for prospect job wasn't nice at all... Having previous company aiming for you but that company will be the last in your list...Conflict though...

Singapore or Kuala Lumpur? Either place have their pros and cons, can't really make up my mind ending it. Perth, sometimes appears luring me... :) Please, someone do me a favor, make the choice for me...but i think it's better i make my own choice...so confuse.

I think it's time for me to act like an adult...cheerssssssss.....

Saturday, May 06, 2006

Things should get back in piece...or peace

Leaving UTM is one of my dream, and it'll come true soon i guess... However i still have something to be done here, but is'y worth it a try or losing it for a lifetime? You tell me! I still have few hours to make up my mind or i'll be left uncertain...

Or i just let it go, leave this town forever and never look back?

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Boringness is killin me

Watching dvd...dramas...movies... can't really fullfil my emptiness...hehehe. What can i do now? Crush... Crash...

Sunday, April 23, 2006

Confused

Is't friendship is so important until we can fight just because of our differences in thinking? The arguement of the real meaning of friendship is unneccessary as it only can deepen the wound...It hurts both of us emotionally. Yes, we had different views in friendship but there is one similarity, we are looking for the real meaning of friendship...

Maybe i unaware of your whole idea of talking of friendship, maybe my blatant way of giving idea make you puke, but what i want to say here is the more and further you walk in your life, you'll face more obstacles and challenges...then by that time you'll know the real meaning of true friendship...things are not so simple as ABC... Your point of view will change.

When i see you breakdown and depressed, i wish i can be part of you and share your pain. Life can be up and down whether you like it or not, you have to carry on and face the world. Millions of people facing depression, far more complicated than yours...of course. So you can't just pray to God and hope He can swap away your pain and sorrow... It's you, yourself need to embrace your life, face your problem, get done with it and life goes on... If you still let yourself down with it...you are failing with the evil works of demon.

I'm in different faith but i have faith in you that you can get through it... Don't give up or i'll have to give up on you...

Monday, April 10, 2006

weirdness

Saturday...a call from a gay. Sunday...received three sms from gay... what a weird days. It started when a guy called and treaten me not to call his GF...Instead of agree with i try to ask him for the reason, but you what he answer me...This is none of my business...then i answer i'm her (his gf) friend, so what's wrong of me calling her because it won't bring harm to me or him either... I think this guy is a bit pervert... Can't let his gf talking to her friend isn't a good solution of controling her life...!!! Come on...man...If you are man enough...try to think like man...or you are just another BOY try to act like MAN...???

Sigh...a girl called me jus now... I really don't know who I offended or maybe it's my lucky day...hahaha...lucky though...

Friday, March 24, 2006

What am i doin...shaozhen?

Startin with February 20, the relationship grew... Each day i was just hope that it'll be longer so more time can be spend with each other... until March 23 it eventually ended, hope it'll be better day afterwards...